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HAPPY HALLOWEEN!

So how was YOUR halloween? At school, there were some pretty awesome outfits. For example, you shouldve seen Wafi, Bren and Nicki. They looked awesome! Sort of Joker-esque with the whole vest and the makeup thing going on. Ayesha and Hafizah looked really cool. Their all-black outfits and the hair and makeup all mixed really well. And I swear! I will tackle Jo or Sam down because I LOVED their pink WIGS! They were like PINK HUGEASS AFROS! I felt so bland next to them, I was just a ‘gangster boy’ or something. Yeah, wearing actual guy clothes and boxers (but they’re mine so its okay). And BLING! Hahahahah so lame, home-made man. DIY!

No those arent his sunglasses. But they're cute sunnies though!

look at hafizah!

nick, chloe and i.. plus some random wanna-be french boy. HAHA jokes rahim!

nigel!

LOOK AT THAT WIG! <3 LOVES IT!

We went to Badminton in the afternoon and we didn’t really do much. HAHA plus Jacob was off planting trees with the one and only Prince Charles. SO LUCKY! Amirah told me about it and it sounds so cool. Except for the waiting-for-an-hour-for-him part. Anyway, back to badminton. We ended up watching this really disturbing twisted cartoon thing that the Trio (Jan, Will, Arthur) watches. It’s called Drawn Together. It’s funny but in a really sick way.

mad scientist badminton-er.

NOBS! my favourite japanese girl. (not like I really know others HAHA)

the guys minus liam.

HAHA nobs was stroking jan's hair

Overall, my day’s been okay. It started off sort of shitty and kind of ….. but its all okay. Hahahah SUCK IT UP YESMEAN.

Yeah, my internet is SUPER gay plus I moved my table and everything downstairs so all the stuff has to be set up again. Super mafan. I’ll blog more regularly now GUESS WHO’S BIRTHDAY IS IT TOMORROW! Not me. HAHA.

this ship is taking me far away.

I feel very thoughtful today. I’m getting these long periods of time where I just stare blankly off into space, and Min thought I was being emo/depressed. HAHA I wonder what he thinks of me. I’m being silly and I can’t be myself! It’s so frustratingly annoying But it doesnt matter, I’m just getting a bad case of nerves.

ANYHOOTERS, Halloween tomorrow! I have NO idea what I should dress as. OOH I THINK I KNOW. Okay, I’m going to get to work.

FUCKING HELL. I just cut myself. You know how? With scissors and I cut my own finger. Near where your finger joins your palm. Great. HAHA I’m so fucking smart. It HURTS. And it’s just those kind of normal scissors you cut normal paper with. DUDE who the hell cuts themselves with normal scissors. I feel kind of daft.

Okay, I’m tired and hungry (again) so I’m going to sleep SUPER early or something now CIAO.

we’ll be alright tonight.

To start off, Gossip Girl latest episode. Nate and Chuck were BEYOND hot. This is madness! I’m still insanely in love with Nate and Chuck. Both guys are just so yummyyy. <3 I mean how attractive does Chuck look when he’s angry! He’s got that whole bad boy thing going on. Aww Chuck and Blairr. And Nate and JENNY. Oh and I can’t tell if Serena and Dan have feelings for each other. I mean, it looks like yet it doesnt? It’s kind of weird.

Anyway, I’m seriously eating shitloads. It’s not a good thing that I have Digestives (which are SO addictive by the way) downstairs, Cadburry and Timeouts in the fridge, Hi-Chew in the food basket and Pringles waiting to be opened. SIGH. I NEED LIMITS. On the bright side, EXACTLY 2 weeks until Phuket starting from tomorrow.

AWW a while ago at Min’s house.

today in maths. Michael was being a huge poser HAHA

HAHAHA shawn sleeping.

waving at ms wilson.

notice that most of these are during maths. HAHA

at min’s house one day

min’s looking at me like ‘wtf’

with the J people. Jen, John, Jia Min.

heehee the girlies.

I’ve been getting a really really bad case of butterflies that scare the fridge out of me. Yet, it feels really nice. You find yourself with a smile creeping across your face for no apparent reason. It’s wonderful and weird. WHY. Why on earth do I feel like this! It’s so friggin’ confusing.

I’m going to do some Maths now babeh. Frreee tmrw!

getting pulled in 100 directions.

There was this poster on the board near the PTA, it said “these are things i don’t like to smell” then there’s a picture of an airhostess. HAHA so silly. and there’s this weirdly-shaped colourful thing on one of them and apprently its a sock. heeheehee.

I heard High School Musical 3 is good! HAHA Okay, I admit haahah I happen to have a FEW songs from HSM3.. the songs I’ve heard arent that bad! Like there’s Still There For Me, Just Want To Be With You and Can I Have This Dance. Heh heh. I reckon a whole load of us are going to watch it this weekend. Or some other movie. I haven’t watched a movie in AGES! I feel so outdated. HAHA naw I am anyway. I’m still waiting for Australia: with Nicole Kidman and Hugh Jackman, by Baz Luhrmann. The release date is on the 26th!

Fridge, I need to finish off my CAS diary. And do some research for the BGIC country matrix So surreaall, Phuket is in exactly.. 16 days. Someone pinch me! :O okay, please dont..

just some random picture with min that I found from a while ago. HAHA

Yay, and nooo. My dad has bought a whole bag of cadburry chocolate from wherever he came back from. I have been binge-eating! I want some honey-water. Mmm.. it makes you feel all warm and fuzzy inside.

i know the night is fading.

Oopsie, I forgot to post. HAHA

Anyway, tree planted on saturday. Same ol’ same old. The people from the malay schools were bitching about us ISB students. I swear we were so insulted! They thought we didn’t understand. I wonder who’s going to get picked for friday’s tree planting with Prince Charles.

Heeheehee, have you seen Rain in his “Love Story” video? I just felt like mentioning, but he is SO sexy. <3

I’m back from netball now. Had a match against the police team. And Ms Duce betrayed us all and coached the other team. PFFT. But we had Mrs C and Mrs Green coaching our team. I guess you could say the match was a little aggressive. I got elbowed in the face, then my lip started bleeding. And then I think the GA ran right smack into me while she was trying to get past. So my arm and pelvis were all sore. It’s going to be a miracle if i dont bruise tmrw. But I’m fine, others were probably thrashed around quite a bit. Hannah, if you read this, how’s your ankle!

But in general, the police team was good, their shooting was top. So I’m really okay that they won. I mean, we were really rusty and it’s just all for experience. You ISB girls played well! Another match next monday right? SIGH. At least I was burning all those calories from eating all that chocolate and food at home.

I’ll see you all tmrw HOLY SHIT, SCHOLARSHIP INTERVIEW.
Pictures will be up soon, just from around and about.
Wish me luck I’m out.

where are you tonight?

Today, school was gay. As usual. But my day got better. I went out with Min, Nicki, Nadia, Nigel, Mark T and Miao today. We kept bumping into Mark C and Roslee so we hung out with them for a bit. Walked around, things like that. Funniest thing, Alan was laughing at Miao’s hair for some strange reason (it was completely fine) and then he goes and asks the waiter,

“does her hair hair look bad?”

“Yes.”

HAAHAHAH like what the fuck man. We went to this shop on the 1st floor and there’s this lamp shaped like a man right, and you have to flip the man’s penis to get his head to light up. HAHAHAHA and there’s this phone thats a burger, you flip open the burger to dial the numbers and its like a phone. Another phone is like a beer bottle. The numbers are on thebottom and you just hold the side of the bottle to your ear and talk. HAHA its freaking cool. But they didnt have stock or the one there didnt work I want it.

We went to Fun Bread after a while and I felt so bad when we all had to move the sofas and everything and only Alan ordered. And Adam H was just there eating his Mcd’s HAHAHA.

SANDY <3

the two Mark’s

MIAAAOOO and her friggin’ coke. Hhaahah

the girlies ;)

the chair was frickin’ small!

HAHA we switched watches!

the pool at rizqun

at fun bread cafe

at mcd’s

Tree planting, gotta wake up at 6 and get to school before 7am tmrw. I’m going to bring some chocolate for the bus trip. Keep us awake I’m out.

love, yesmean.

this is real, this is me.

Holy mother fucking god. I suck friggin’ BALLS at football. It’s not even funny! Why on EARTH am i even picked for the Phuket team?! I’m going to go practice now. I dont want to go to Phuket like a fucking loser. Today’s got the crappiest ending. I’m really glad I had people to talk to, you guys really made my day. John and I were talking about drawing people and making up weird quirky stories and stuff. It will be fun. Hahahahaha Min, Nicki and I are planning to go out tmrw. Catch a movie and chillax. I haven’t been to Gadong in AGES. IT’S SO WEIRD. I cant wait, I just want to get out of school and not think about anything to do with it.

OH HOW ARE YOU DOING PMB PEOPLE! (Siew, Mel, Sarah etc) I hope its all good with you guys! I miss you all like poo loads. I cant wait until all your exams are over, we can finally hang out again!

Did you see the rain today at around 5? Really heavy. And the heaviness of the rain kept varying. Its kind of cool to listen when you’re daydreaming or spaced out. Rain just adds to the whole mood. HAHA but anyway, you could hardly see a thing on the roads. Just blurs and flashes of red. I wish I couldve stepped outside and just let the rain pour. (holy shit, I really sounded depressed) But honestly, its because it would feel nice and refreshing.

so blurry.

shit then it got so dark, it was really weird. So dark for 5pm

HAHAHAHA I just remembered. Mr Holmes has got some show on the radio or something. About Love. HAHA you guys can go send him an email, he’s like an agony aunt. Just pop by at www.fm101brunei.com and he says to leave an email. It can be anonymous or you can just say your name if you’ve got the guts. It’s actually quite funny now that I think of it. I’d love to make something up and send that email.

I feel like dancing. I want to get some blood pumping in my veins and just let go. I’m also exhausted so I want to have an early night. For once. I can finish off my Geo during my free first thing tomorrow morning.

I’m sorry, this post is a little depressing huh? :S I swear I’ll be okay tomorrow. Hahahaha bipolar waahh. Haha

Ooh that little kid that sang and played the guitar during Assembly was SO CUTE! His voice is so nice! Those malay kids that were doing that clicky dance thing was not bad too. It just kinda went on for a bit too long. But they did a great job though

he's got some guts!

I’m going to go hit the sack now Bye! <3

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I’m going to go crazy now. Don’t watch.

You know what’s really good? Twix and Crispy M&M’s. They are really addictive, and are a mix of biscuit, chocolate and other yummy things. I swear they’ve just made my day. So much for my healthy eating. Muahahahaah SCREW HEALTHY EATING. My day hasnt been the greatest I needed some chocolate therapy. Gots to have the sugar pumping in my veins.

But anyway, I’ll post up some pictures of Rais and I being retarded in Geo. HAHA and more.

HAHA sounds catchy huh? Rais the Monkey.

SURPRISE.. he looks.. smart. HAHA

pretending.

a while ago with min and nicki, love you girls luh

byebye floosies HAHA sorry its just a new word Ms Wilson taught us. Synonyms are Tarts/Hussies.

oh baby i’m a fool for you

I feel so poor. HAHA all my money I earned from working at Ego Attitude is seriously not enough to last for all my trips. My clothes cravings are too hard to control I’m a shopaholic, sue me heh heh. No, please don’t. I’m going to try and compromise with my mom and say that she doesnt have to give me shopping money, she can give me food money and my own money can be for my shopping. Thank god CNY is before Qatar. That money can fall into my shopping savings

Oh fuck Mr Toomer’s back today (I’m in Geography now), I swear he’s been telling us off all morning. ‘Oh that skirt isnt below the knee’ bla bla bla. Our illegal dressing times are over Sandals are allowed right? If they arent, thats going to really suck balls! My gad, its fun to have Geo. You can go online and not do any work SO easily. Speaking of Geo, when the hell is our homework due? And whats all this mobility of population and how can modify movement?! Oh yeah, side-note: Jia min says Arthur’s aging.

Okay, got all this work to do now. I’ll blog later tonight